This Is What I Will Say

I need to just get over this.
Because nothing lasts forever and I have learned this the hard way. The fact that I am giving in to puppy love and false pretensions and high hopes right now is ridiculous.
I'm not going to fall down the same hole again.
Not after it took me so incredibly long just to be okay again.
It's getting to the point where promises are going to be made and secrets are going to be shared. I think I should just put a stop to it. I'm not going to play a fool once more. I will never make anyone promise anything to me ever again. Nothing comes good from it.
People at this age are just selfish and confused. We aren't stable enough to make mature decisions.
It's better for me to be alone then let things get carried away and wind up being hurt again. I just don't think I was made for anybody. I've got so much imbalances and...baggage.
It's better to be alone than to be hurt.
I'm sorry.